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Post by Anya Delioncour on Nov 13, 2004 8:28:40 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
That sounds really stupid. Maybe I should name this thing... Oh well I'll get to that later.
Today I went to Hogsmade. Fascinating, right? I was bored so I went to the far end, to a robe shop and bought an awesome outfit. It's scarlett velvet robes, with gold silk on the liner, and red silk inside. Then I bought gold clothes to match. I think I scared Lily though....
Speaking of Lily, I think she likes this one guy, I don't know his name. All I can say is James is jelous as hell! It's so funny!!
Well thsts all for now... I'll write soon I swear!
Love, Anyankta Delioncour
PS: Why Am I talking to a book? Am I that desperate?
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Nov 14, 2004 12:22:06 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
I came up with a name finally. Rena. It's a combantion of Remus and Anna. I didn't say that. Nope I didn't. Anyway, I'm worried about Lily. I've seen her hanging around with this boy, Tobias Charlton, and he's three years older!
I'm afraid that he's going to do somthing to her, but if he does, i'll kick his sorry arse. Well James'll help I bet but anyway...
Theres a dance this week. A Masquarade! I just wish I could go with Remus. I DIDN"T say THAT either. Whatever, I gotta go. I'll talk later Rena!
Love, Anya
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Nov 16, 2004 14:49:33 GMT -5
Dear Rena,
I've got my costume for the dance! It's a gorgeous goldish wedding dress, with a matching gold mask. Very simple, yes, but beautiful. I just hope that others will think so....
Can't think of much else to say. Best be going to -ugh- Divination. Later!
Anya
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Nov 20, 2004 13:07:09 GMT -5
Dear Rena,
I just found something out about Remus. He's a werewolf! And worse, he had been stabbed by silver. Luckily, he is healing...I just hope things arn't gonna go for the worst. I'll write more later,
Love, Anya
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Nov 21, 2004 11:48:39 GMT -5
Dear Rena,
I think I'm in love. I know I'm only 13, and it's probably a school girls crush, but Remus is perfect! He's the nicest person I've ever met, he's smart, funny...and cute. And he's my age, unlike that GUY my EX-FRIEND likes.
Yes, Lily and I arn't friends anymore. All I was doing was trying to protect her, and now she hates me. She doesn't relize that in a 16 year old guy, hormones are running high. I just hope she doesn't get hurt.
love, Anya
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Dec 7, 2004 11:12:34 GMT -5
Rena,
Oh my bloody god. Remus got us lost in the forest! And he isn't the best companion at the moment. He suffering from PMS. (LOL) The good news is I found my kitten. I swear someone's trying to kill him! His leg is injured, so I hope we get out soon. Remus is glaring at me. Better write later. I'll update with our condition in an hour.
Anya
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Dec 8, 2004 20:59:30 GMT -5
We're out of the forest finaly. Lily looked ready to kill me. And... I think Remus almost bit me. He didn't, but I had this weird feeling that he almost did. Not that I would care. It could keep him under control by being with another wolf. Secondly, I had a premonition today. I saw that Remus and Tobias were going to have a fight, and they did. Should I tell dumbledore about this? I know alot of people don't have visions....
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Dec 12, 2004 13:17:53 GMT -5
Why me? Why not someone else? Why do I always get these problems?
Remus likes Sirius. that makes the past 3 years of my life trying to get Remus to notice me worthless. I should have known. My parents didn't love me. Why should he? but still... Rmeus doesn't seem the type to like blokes! He's a tease. he led me on thinking he liked me.. and now? Now he hates me. I called him a freak... but I didn't mean it! Nothing I say matters though. thats because I'm worthless. Just like Clestia says, I'll never amount to anything. Maybe I should leave the wizarding world all together.... That woulsd make everyone alot happier.
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Jan 10, 2005 15:38:17 GMT -5
Wow! I havn't written in almost a month! Alot has happened since then. But the biggest is LILY KISSED REMUS! I don't know why, but I hate her now! And Remus... well I'm not sure what to think about him. If everything with him fails, I met this guy last night. When Iran out of the castle crying, he came over and we talked. His name is Kai Carlton. He's the brother of that fag Tobias. But Kai is nice, funny, and macho! O.o I didn't just say that. Nope. I swear. But anyway, I woke up this morning in the Room of Requirment. Apperently we slept together last night. NO NOT THAT WAY! Any way, I'm changin your name to Kailine.
Thats it for now!
((And yes, back then people said Macho. O.o))
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Jan 10, 2005 21:15:33 GMT -5
Kailine, I just thought of something. I wonder what happened to that Ace kid. I never got to apologize for ruining that one day.... what ever. I'm off to find Kai. NO I'M NOT STALKING HIM!
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Feb 5, 2005 10:25:09 GMT -5
Oh god... what am I gonna do?I talked to Remus today... and I relized I still love him! I don't want to hurt Kai... but I can never feel the same way for him as I do Remus. Right now I wish I hadn't met Kai. That way I wouldn't have to fear for hurting him... The only thing I can do is tell him I love Remus...
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Apr 8, 2005 18:02:03 GMT -5
I couldn't do it. I never told Kai about the thing with me and Remus. How I still love him. How could I? I love Kai as well... Ugh. I hate romance. Most people would say I'm too young to know love. Maybe they're right. But still... If I don't know what love is, I'm afraid to find out what it's like when I /do/ fall head over heels. Right now I feel like I'm always high... anytime I think about Kai or Remus, my heart flies away, and my brain turns to hopeless mush. Sometimes I wish I hadn't met Kai. Then I wouldn't feel so guilty. But I love him. I wish the same thing with Remus. I know I've said it before, but it is true. It would make my life so much easier....
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Apr 9, 2005 14:14:19 GMT -5
01.) Name:: Anyankta Delioncour
02.) Middle Name:: Rowena
03.) DOB:: April 22 04.) Age:: 13
05.) Location:: Hogwarts
06.) Eye Color:: Blue.. or grey.
07.) Hair Color:: Brunette
08.) Hair Length:: Down to my sexeh arse. {xDDD} 09.) Height:: Tall?
10.) Shoe Size:: 7 1/2
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: Contacts? What? O.O
12.) Braces:: ...What?
13.) Single or Taken:: Not sure..
14.) Bad Habits:: Spying...annoying people.
15.) Fears:: I dunno
16.) Screen Name:: Wha?
::_**_:: School ::_**_::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: Hogwarts. 18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: Er... 19.) Whats Your School Colors:: Alot... 20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: Potions, not counting the f---king professor... 21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: ii DUNNO 22.) What Do They Teach:: What do you think? 23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: Erm.. you mean Arithmancy? I dun't remember.
::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: Not sure
25.) If So, Whats There Name:: If anything, Kai
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: Idunno
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: Two. 28.) Do They Know:: Yesh. 29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: I don;t know... 30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: Yes.
::_**_:: Favourites ::_**_::
31.) Animal:: Wolf 32.) Color:: Gold 33.) Person:: Kai? 34.) Subject:: Potions 35.) Season:: Spring. 36.) Holiday:: Christmas. Duh. 37.) Hobby:: Singing? 38.) Sport:: Quidditch 39.) Feeling:: depressed 40.) Saying:: .... 41.) Word:: ..... 42.) Month:: April 43.) Clothing::-shrug- 44.) Jewelry:: SHINEY! 45.) Food:: ...plastic? 46.) Snack:: Ice Cream. ^^
::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::
47.) Best:: Lily 48.) Daringest:: Same 49.) Funniest:: Kai 50.) Tallest:: I dunno O.O 51.) Shortest:: Dunno 52.) Loudest:: Kai 53.) Shyest:: Dunno 54.) Smartest:: Lily 55.) Blondest: Dunno... 56.) Craziest:: Kai and Lily. 57.) Nicest:: Lily. 58.) Sweetest:: Kai...and Remus 59.) Weirdest:: Kai. 60.) Flirtiest:: Kai?,
::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: No 62.) Had a Dream Come True:: Counting my Visions? Yes/ 63.) Broken a Body Part:: Does getting a leg blown up count? 64.) Fallen in Love:: Twice 65.) Done Something You Regret:: Yeah 66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: Tons of times 67.) Sang in Public:: Yup 68.) Cried in Public:: Yeahs. 69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: Yeah. 70.) Been in a Car Crash:: Car?
::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: Er...Computer? 72.) Person You Yelled at:: Adair 73.) Person You Hugged:: Kai 74.) Person You IMed:: wha? 75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: Me? Clean? 76.) Song You were Listening:: Dju Voy Vei 77.) TV Show You Watched:: Wha 78.) Movie You Watched:: The Rockeh Horror Picture Show 79.) Time You went to the Movies:: A while ago. 80.) Time You Cried:: I dunno 81.) You Took a Shower:: This morning.
::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi::.... 83.) Tall OR Short:: neither. 84.) Flowers OR Candy:: both. 85.) Math OR English:: math 86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: Who? 87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: Eh? 88.) Middle School OR High School::.... 89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: Boyfriend 90.) Single OR Taken:: Idunno
::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::
91.) bead:: moo? 92.) bed:: pillow 93.) sexy:: Remus..and Kai... 94.) phone:: Eh? 95.) tough:: life 96.) neato:: who says that? 97.) leather:: pants 98.) weird:: This 99.) so:: what 100.) easy:: whore O.O 101.) test:: class 102.) nerd:: books 103.) falling:: up 104.) air:: cloud 105.) hot:: Remus...and Kai
::_**_:: Random ::_**_::
106.) do you sleep with a stuff animal:: Don't bring Snuffles into this! 107.) do you like snowballs::No. 108.) are you in school:: Yes. 109.) do you like to swim:: Yes. 110.) are you funny:: What do you think? 111.) what do you think of water:: AIEEEEE. 112.) are you a blonde at heart:: Maybe.. 113.) have you ever been to Maryland:: Where?. 114.) are you happy this survey is over:: It's over? wh00t!.
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Apr 29, 2005 18:17:50 GMT -5
What have I done? I can't believe it... I think I've prolly destroyed my friendship with Remus. For that matter, I think everyone hates me. I took that girl Robyn's diary and used a spell to copy it enough to give everyone a pamphlet. And Remus is in it alot. Ican't believe I've done this to him... I just sent him a letter, telling him I need to talk to him. God I wish Kai was here right now... but he's prolly disappointed in me. I have no one now.... No one...
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Post by Anya Delioncour on Jun 5, 2005 10:19:42 GMT -5
I havn't written in here in a while.... I found this survey thing though. Maybe it'll take my mind off the fact that I want to talk to Kai..
Survey of the Day thing! 1.Do you write in a journal or diary?: No. This is a figment of my imagination. 2.Do you keep an organizer?: No. I use Magic. 3.Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes, I do. It's happened to me twice. 4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: Yes. There is one soulmate {Kai} but two true loves. {Kai and Remus} 5.Do you believe in god?: Idon't know... 6.Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: No. The human race is doomed. 7.Do you believe in having a good education?: Yeah, I suppose 8.Do you believe in horoscopes?:No. The last one told me Kai would cheat on me. 9.Do you believe in yourself?: I have very low self-esteem... 10.Do you shower daily?: Of course 11.Do you like this survey so far?: Not really. 12.Do you like the person that sent you this?: No, seeing as I found it. 13.Do you cry easily?: No. It take alot for me to break down 14.Do you believe in Heaven?: Maybe. 16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: Yes, I do. I think most Seers do... *Favorites* 1.favorite day of the week: Friday. 2.favorite ice-cream: Chocolate 3.favorite movies: Erm... 4.favorite actors:Wha? 5.favorite actresses: I'm so lost... 6.favorite quote: if you don't want to die... then you should have never been born. 7.favorite songs: On My Own, from Les Miserables 8.favorite music groups: None 9.favorite music singers: Lea Solonga 10.favorite holiday: Christmas 11.favorite season: Spring...amybe summer. 12.favorite colors: Amber, and the color of the sea before a storm. 13.favorite flowers: Roses 14.favorite book: 'Les Miserables 15.favorite school subject: I dunno... *When you hear ___ you think of..* 1.Baseball: Muggle 2.Sexy: Kai...and Remus 3.Red: blood 4.Warm apple pie: Christmas 5.Hot: Kai and Remmy 6.Fish: flying! 7.Girl: friend 8.Amanda: Johnson 9.Swimming:Water 10.Bologna: EWWWW 11.Annoying: idiots. 12.Loser:Celestia 13.Cool: Lils 14.School: sucks
Friendships* 1.Who is your overall~* top of the line~* best friend?: Lily 2.Who is your 2nd best friend?: Kai 3.Who is your 3rd best friend?: Remus 4.Who is your 4th best friend?: Umm 5.If there are anymore, you can list them here: None
WHICH OF YOUR FRIENDS.... 6.Is the funniest: Kai 7.Do you tell your dreams to: All 8.Do you tell your fears to: All 9.Do you go to for advice: All 10.Have you dreamt about: All 11.Knows everything about you: Lily. Though Kai and Remmy are close.. 12.Do you tell your secrets to: Lily 13.Is the most shy: Remus 14.Is the loudest: Kai 15.Can't you live without: All 16.Is the most trendy: Lils 17.Can be the most annoying: I dunno 18.Lives the farthest away from you:Kai, I think 19.Lives closest to you: Lily 21.What do you look for in a friend?: Someone who will accept me for who I am, and listen to me, and is trust worthy.
*Relationships* 1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Kai Charlton 2.crush: Kai, obviously. But... Remmy too... 3.where does that special someone live?: Hogwarts 4.things you like in the opposite sex: Intellegence, Sense of humor, nice smell.... 5.when was your first kiss: This year, at the Halloween Dance. 6.are you a virgin: Yes. I'm only 13! 7.the most romantic thing anyone has done for you was: Left me, so that they could protect me. 8.which is more important- personality or looks?: Personality 9.first boyfriend/girlfriend: Kai *Creative Q's* 1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: Spin around the sun. Casue it's bright and vibrant, like me. 2.What color do you think best describes you and why?: I don't know... perhaps a Rainbow is best. 3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing?: Trying to find Kai. 4.Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes- who~* if no- why not?: Yes. With Kai. 5.Which sense could you not live without, and why?: I need them all. 6.Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: No 7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: I dunno 8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: Night sky, as long as I'm with someone I love. 9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: Love 10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: Kai. Remus. And Lily. 11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: Just be themselves. Thats prolly the sexiest thing ever. 12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?:Iwould tell Kai that I love him, and I wouldn't be able to live without him. And that I'll miss him forever, and that I'd be waiting for him at the gates. 13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: Just seeing Kai. 14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: My mother 15.And finally, what makes you you?: My friends. ~~~True or False~~~
I like my name: True. I am a teenager: True I like school: False I hate school: True My school's cafeteria food is yummy: True I love the color black: True I love the color pink: False. I took a shower this morning: True My hair is its natural color: True My favorite subject in school is Lunch: False I am straight: True I like Math: Ick I own Rainbows: False I hate beef: False I am a vegetarian: False I hardly ever watch TV: What's a TV? I'd rather rent a movie then go to the movies: Eh? I get physical exercise every day: Yeah. Seeker Practice every bloody day... I have had an eating disorder: False I am short for my age: False I am tall for my age: True I love hoodies: True I hate it when: People judge me,
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